I've started ti struggle with my weight. Ive been struggling since junior year of high school, and I'm know going into my senior year of college. I lost 50 pounds on Atkins diet senior year but gained it back. I then went on weight watchers during sophomore year of college , but since I live at home my mom would never cook meals I could eat, and buy snacks for my younger siblings. I'm one of a 9 siblings and I thought the whole family could eat healthier. We eat well, and healthy, but healthier. The WW recipe book seemed the best solution my mom is extremely over weight, and she constantly belittles me for my weight. I weight about 147. I'm desperate to loose at least 17 pounds, because I want to be healthy for my weight. My moms says I must have gained 50 pounds. the problem is she was skinny at my age, and she says I have let myself go. She is right, but the constant lectures, only make me feel worse.