I felt a little bit better this morning. I have my goals in mind and I actually stepped on the scale, suprisingly happy to find that I'd only gained four pounds through the rest of March and April. I'm back to 139 which I'm not happy about but I can work through. I'll try to go for a walk at lunch time today and tomorrow I'm hitting up our farmers market to get some fresh peaches. Thats always the first thing I want when I rebegin this journey. But this time I'm not giving up.