You can do this JinJin!
Here are some thoughts I refer to as reminders, hope they speak to you too.
"Every moment of your life is infinitely creative and the universe is endlessly bountiful. Just put forth a clear enough request, and everything your heart desires must come to you." (Shakti Gawain)
"By believing passionately in something that still does not exist, we create it. The non-existent is whatever we have not sufficiently desired." (Nikos Kazantzakis)
“I can change. I can live out my imagination instead of my memory. I can tie myself to my limitless potential instead of my limiting past. (Stephen Covey)
“Change. It has the power to uplift, to heal, to stimulate, surprise, open new doors, bring fresh experience and create excitement in life. Certainly it is worth the risk." (Leo Buscaglia)
“Develop an attitude of gratitude, and give thanks for everything that happens to you, knowing that every step forward is a step toward achieving something bigger and better than your current situation.”