Never Fear Another Workout, No Matter How Fit (or Fat) You Are
I think as a society we’ve done ourselves a disservice with this customer-friendly question: How are you today?
Recently I was going through a drive thru picking up something for my son when the young girl opened the window, smiled, and asked me how I was.
Really? I don’t know you and you’ve got 30 seconds to give me the food and send me on my way. Am I really going to tell you how I am? So I gave her the standard “fine, thank you” answer, even though that wasn’t really the truth that day.
What would have happened the first time I met my personal trainer two years ago if I had answered that question honestly? It would have gone something like this:
- Hi, I’m Mitchell. How are you today?
- Hi Mitchell. I’m Michelene and I’m nervous, scared, embarrassed and angry! I’m freaking out about stepping on the scale in front of you. I think I may throw up! I’m afraid that I won’t do the exercises right and you’ll judge me. You’re probably judging me already because I need to lose 50 pounds. Is everyone staring at me? I feel like they are staring. I don’t know if I even belong here. Can I close my eyes while you measure my thighs?
Part of my mission as a blogger here on the dailySpark is to share what's it feels like to maintain a large weight loss. One of the reasons I feel like I am successful at maintaining is because exercise has been a routine part of my life the last three years. Is it part of yours?
The first time I stepped foot in my local gym three years ago, I was honestly hoping that no one would notice me. That’s kind of hard since I’m just shy of six feet tall, but mentally I was trying to be invisible. Uncomfortable with my weight, my clothes, my appearance, and overwhelmed with anxiety, embarrassment and frustration, it was hard to even go. For a year I avoided classes that might showcase my physical inabilities due to weight. After I lost half of my weight my husband bought me a gift certificate for sessions with a personal trainer. Mitchell, or Mr. Squat Police as I fondly call him, has now put up with me for two years. He’s helped me through the other half of my weight loss, the recovery after shoulder surgery, and training for my first half marathon. It was a very happy day when he put my picture and story up on his wall of success. I’ve threatened to buy him a shirt that says “stop complaining, you pay me to do this!” and to write a blog called "Stupid Pet Tricks" (also known as things my trainer makes me do)! He just laughs and gives me another variation of the squat! After all the harassment I give him, I do want to publicly say: Thanks, Mitchell, for all you do!
What I wish for you is that you could skip over the "embarrassed to be at the gym" part and go right to enjoying all the options available to you there. When I finally got the nerve to try Zumba, I was thoroughly encouraged by another woman in my class. She was at the beginning of her weight-loss journey and she was not intimidated at all by the petite women with cute sporty outfits. She danced her heart out, and sang out loud even though the song was in Spanish and she didn’t know the words. She got her sweat on and had a blast doing it. When things got too challenging for her in the class, she just made up her own moves and kept right on grooving. I think we should all copy that behavior and love working out no matter what stage of the healthy lifestyle journey we are on.
So where are you with your exercise program? If working out in front of others is a challenge for you right now, try some of Coach Nicole’s workout videos or her new DVD. You can do those in the comfort of your own home. Consider joining Chris "SparkGuy" Downie's 10-Minute Fitness Club and get a streak going. It only takes 10 minutes a day! Give yourself grace to make mistakes, sweat a lot, get out of breath, look weird with gym hair, and realize that most people are so busy with their workout and their music that they aren’t even aware you are there.
Do you avoid the gym or participating in classes due to your weight? Are you worried about doing it right and therefore don’t even try? What step will you take now after reading this blog to help you move on from your fear?
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