Confession: My Sugar Addiction has Returned
Back in May, I wrote a blog titled "Confession: I'm Breaking My Sugar Addiction". At that point I had significantly cut back on the amount of candy, cookies, cake, etc. that I was consuming. I felt better (both physically and mentally) and had more energy. I thought I had finally changed my eating habits, only eating treats now and then (instead of daily.) But since then, things haven't exactly gone as planned….
Basically, I fell off the "less sugar" wagon. Back in September I suffered a running injury and had a few other things happen in my life that threw me for a loop. Instead of staying focused on my goals, I started to get off track. It wasn't until a few months later that I realized I had fallen back into my old habits: I craved sweets after lunch and dinner, and instead of being satisfied with something small, I wanted bigger things- like a giant piece of my son's birthday cake instead of a reasonable slice. I've gained a few pounds back, but I try not to stress about that too much. What has disappointed me more than anything is that I know exactly what I need to do to get back on track. But so far, I haven't done it.
Every day I wake up saying "Today is the day where I will feel good instead of guilty about my food choices." But every day I find one reason or another why I need that extra handful of M&M's. I know that my body can quickly get used to cutting back on the dessert and I won't crave it so much. So what is it going to take to get my mind onboard? I felt like writing this blog is making me put it out there, and publicly say that enough is enough. My diet is generally very healthy, but sweets are my downfall. I'm tired of feeling guilty, so it's time to make the changes necessary for me to feel better about my food choices. It's time for me to get back on the wagon and start practicing what I preach.
So here we go…….
What do you think? Have you recently fallen off-track with your goals? What are you doing to get things moving in the right direction again?
Basically, I fell off the "less sugar" wagon. Back in September I suffered a running injury and had a few other things happen in my life that threw me for a loop. Instead of staying focused on my goals, I started to get off track. It wasn't until a few months later that I realized I had fallen back into my old habits: I craved sweets after lunch and dinner, and instead of being satisfied with something small, I wanted bigger things- like a giant piece of my son's birthday cake instead of a reasonable slice. I've gained a few pounds back, but I try not to stress about that too much. What has disappointed me more than anything is that I know exactly what I need to do to get back on track. But so far, I haven't done it.
Every day I wake up saying "Today is the day where I will feel good instead of guilty about my food choices." But every day I find one reason or another why I need that extra handful of M&M's. I know that my body can quickly get used to cutting back on the dessert and I won't crave it so much. So what is it going to take to get my mind onboard? I felt like writing this blog is making me put it out there, and publicly say that enough is enough. My diet is generally very healthy, but sweets are my downfall. I'm tired of feeling guilty, so it's time to make the changes necessary for me to feel better about my food choices. It's time for me to get back on the wagon and start practicing what I preach.
So here we go…….
What do you think? Have you recently fallen off-track with your goals? What are you doing to get things moving in the right direction again?
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Happy 2012 to all.....you are what help me in my battle of the bulge!
- 12/27/2011 11:29:42 AM
So far the best things that have worked for me is A) Stevia B) 85-90% Dark Chocolate avoiding as much of the artificial anything that could be in it. If it's plain sugar, I'm okay with it. C) a good quality locally grown honey, as much as possible I buy it raw (think Farmers Markets). I also use D) unprocessed unbleached sugar as much as possible, none of the bleached white sugar - this comes in various forms like turbinado, etc. one kind starts with a D and I can't think how it is spelled now.
Anyway I pretty much had to go cold turkey with the HFCS etc or the stuff we have around here that my husband refuses to part with, I just avoid it. I've gotten to where I see the bottles and I'll think "poison" rather than "goodie". heh. I've gone to weddings where a tiny bite of all the sugary frosting on cake was too much for me and had to spit it out - whereas before, I could plow through a third of a sheet cake if they'd let me have at it!! So its' a limited success, to be sure, but I'll take it since it seems to work for me.
I feel for you though, it is JUST NOT EASY and frustrating how much of the stuff is snuck into foods in restaurants or fast food places etc. I've even been shocked by labels in the grocery store of foods I'd never dream having any kind of sweetener or need for a sweetener, and they'll have some sort of artificial sweetener, sucralose or aspartame or whatever. NO wonder I felt awful "the day after" eating some of it.. Grrrrrr. Hang in there!!
I usually use Stevia powder rather than the liquids, but each has their place. I've used different brands - each has their own charm and/or their own "meh" factor, but I just had to keep using them until I got "used to them" the same way that Splenda or Sweet-n-Low were originally offputting to me before I got "used" to them before the results and afteraffects became more obvious. - 6/23/2011 1:37:19 PM
Strategy: I upgraded my itouch so I can get fitness applications. 21st century informatics has given me new motivation--there is new wind in my sails!! Sometimes, it takes a little shaking up!
- 1/17/2011 7:53:21 PM
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THanks - 1/4/2011 8:23:57 PM
Deb - 12/29/2010 8:09:58 AM
I eat dessert daily but I make it with no added fats and no sugar. It's as far as I'm willing to go, currently. - 12/24/2010 10:14:46 PM
- 12/23/2010 10:11:06 PM
Has anyone heard of "Potatoes not Prozac"? It is a book written by an addiction specialist. She offers a 7 step solution to get your body to stop craving sugar. Here's the link: http://www.amazon.com/Potatoes-Seve
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Now, after doing that a day or two, for some reason, I soon find I still have the cravings but decide NOT to indulge them and ignore them. I say I feel this craving, I know I want this, but right now I"m choosing to be healthy and choosing my long term goals over my short term desires.
Usually after a couple days of not satisfying the cravings, they subside-- until the next bout of exhaustion or PMS, LOL. :) Still, I'd rather gain back a few pounds and own my choices, loving myself than just be thin but fall back into those self-hating, self-destructive patterns of guilt and shame. - 12/21/2010 11:58:47 PM
WE CAN DO THIS. - 12/21/2010 11:10:05 AM
I can totally relate. That has happened to me. I not back on the wagon yet, but it has slowed way down. - 12/21/2010 6:03:34 AM
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